Una sincronización, una frase, y me fui

With the Nora and Max perfectly in sync, everything felt amplified. But the real breaking point wasn't just the vibrations, it was the way he looked at her through the screen and his voice.

I remember it well because I was in love.

 

I came to Lovense with a partner and I loved him with every fibre of my being. I still do if I'm honest with myself, although I'd prefer to say I hate him now to make myself feel better 😂

 

When I came to Lovense my username was Mrs_Josh. It's what he called me. Cheesy, I know. I cringe when I think on it. He was Good Vibration after our mutual love for the Beach Boys. In fact I'm going to the Beach Boys alone this summer. Hawaiian shirt has been acquired!

 

A lot of our playtimes started in the bedroom, but because of my vocalness and for fear of being chucked out of my rental, I would blindly make my way down the stairs in the dark giggling with him. Our playtime always involved laughter. I miss that the most.

 

He had a Max and I a Nora and we had decided to try syncing. When we played it felt like making love. He had the most beautiful eyes. He always looked at me like he would eat me up. It was very intense between us; we would spend a lot of time keeping eye contact, telling each other we loved each other in between moans and heavy breathing. It would go on for hours but it never felt like it. I could have stayed with him that way forever.

 

He had a heavy Texan drawl accent. I could have listened to him all day. I remember what he said that tipped me over that night. It was simple. He said my name, followed by:

 

"You're riding me"

 

I burst there and then. I was happy, I felt loved, I felt whole. I don't think I will ever forget that moment.